Posted in Blog, Inspirations, Politics

Floored

I’m absolutely floored that there are still people who are going to vote for democrats.  I’m like, really? Why?  Can anyone legit answer my question as to why anyone would still vote for a democrat at this day and age after the sore loserish ways they’ve been behaving this past week alone?

This is recent:

  • Maxine Waters and Hillary Clinton call for violence on Republicans in public (I thought this was the party of peace and tolerance.)
  • The social media tech giants IE: Google, YouTube, Twitter and Facebook demonetize sites that promote conservative values.  Doesn’t that scare any democrat supporter that those social media tech giants silence those who don’t agree with them?  I don’t recall conservatives silencing democrats when Obama won.
  • Elizabeth Warren lied about being Native American for the benefits – real Indian tribes disowned her after they found out she wasn’t a full Indian, only 1/1024th or however much she was.  She was only a tiny drop of Indian but she wanted to say that was her whole identity.
  • They lied about Kavanuagh to not get him nominated – When the Dr. Ford plan didn’t work she disappeared from the media after the media wanted to get everyone to “believe women.”  She never got punished for making up assault charges.
  • Don Lemon attacked Kanye’s dead mother and called Kanye racist names on live TV.  (Why isn’t the left raging about that?  I really don’t understand.  I thought they were against racism???)
  • Beto O’Rourke drove drunk 20+ years ago.  Since we want to talk about what people did 20 – 30 years ago, why does Beto get a free pass in drinking?  He wasn’t drinking at a college party, he was driving drunk!  I know people who drink alcohol and they have never driven drunk so saying because he was young once is no excuse.

Why the double standard?  Why is it a crime if Republicans do something yet the feminileftists are not outraged when a democrat man assaults women.  They believe the man when a democrat gets accused?

This is ridiculous and flat out bias.

I will never vote for a democrat.  They don’t call out racism when a democrat says offensive and racist things about a Republican.

Posted in Blog, Inspirations, Politics, Religion

Thinking about what to do about this.

A while back I had lent a then friend some money.  It wasn’t just $5 or $10, it was $150.  I really didn’t want to give that person any money because I knew that person would never pay me back.  I pitied my Internet friend and so I decided to help because Internet Friend was/is also homeless.  I hadn’t spoken to this former friend in a month or two because I was done allowing this individual to say offensive things about my beliefs.  The former friend may not have directly insulted me, but the “friend” was insulting everything I ever believed in so that “friend” may as well have been insulting me directly.

I told that “friend” that God exists because He removes people like that toxic person from my life and hadn’t spoken since.  A while has passed since that incident.  I decided to check out my former friend’s Twitter a day or two ago to see if former friend’s way has changed at all after we stopped being friends.  That person is still the same old self-pitying individual.

Part of me wants to send a message asking about my money.  Another part of me keeps telling myself I should be glad such an ungrateful person like that is no longer in my life.  I don’t need that person’s toxic energy and that I should cut my losses.  It’s the fact that this individual thinks it can pester me for my money and then insult me all in the same breath has me flabbergasted.  

I’m tempted to tag this person so that people know who I am talking about but I’m trying to be mature about it.  And that person’s life is miserable enough.  But does that person have the right to demand me to give some of my hard earned money and then not pay me back just because that person’s life is so miserable?  Does that person have the right to treat me the way that person did?

I could have gone out to eat with that $150 and enjoyed myself.  I didn’t have to lend it to that bastard, especially knowing that person would not pay me back.  It’s not my problem to solve other people’s problems.  I’ve been better about money lately and I’m not going to give it away like that ever again.  This was a while back.

I kept wondering if I was in that same exact situation – homeless, would that same person asking me for money give me $150 if I asked?  I kept wondering that.

Here’s what will happen if I decide to send a message:

1- I’m still not going to get my money back even if I say a few choice words to that person so what’s the point to say anything at all after we have not talked in almost two months?

2- That person still will not find anything wrong with the way it thinks.

So after analyzing this situation, I’m just going to bite my tongue and continue to try to not let it bother me and to focus on the good people in my life.

I pray that some good karma will come my way after this person treated me so horribly and didn’t pay me back.

This is why I haven’t lent people money in a long time.  Only one person has ever attempted to pay me back.  The next time anyone ever asks me for money, I’m going to say no because no one ever really pays me back.  And plus, I have my own bills to pay.

 

Posted in Blog, Inspirations, Politics, Religion

Cali Rent & Blessings

Today, I hung out with my crush for half a day.

While we’re at the gym on the treadmill, the topic of conversation was these ridiculous $4 million dollar homes in California.

He asked me what would I do: would I get a cheap house out in the middle of nowhere that’s huge but there’s no good places to eat and no places to hang out at or would I get an apartment in the city where there’s lots of restaurants and places to hang out at?

We both agreed – an apartment in the city.

I personally know some people who got a huge house in the middle of nowhere and they have to commute to work an hour and a half to and back every single day.  I said I’m not doing that!

I asked him, how are we ever going to get our $4 million dollar home?  I’m not going to waste $1 million dollars on a crappy shack house, either.  I’d like a nice home after we worked so hard for that money.

I told him the options are:

  • mobile homes
  • Condos
  • Town houses
  • and staying at our parents for now

I’d be content with a Town Home or Condo when we’re ready to get one – I don’t have to get a $4 million dollar house.  He agreed that we’ll probably get a Condo or Town House.

I don’t know what is congress and the senate doing in California, but it doesn’t seem like they’re doing anything to lower the prices here of the homes.  NO ONE I KNOW MAKES A MILLION DOLLARS. EVEN THE PEOPLE I KNOW THAT HAVE THE HIGHEST PAY JOBS DON’T MAKE ONE MILLION DOLLARS IN A YEAR.  They’d solve homelessness if they didn’t make rent so high – seriously!  Someone who makes $15-$20 an hour could get their own apartment with no roommates if they’d just lower the rent.

If I didn’t know anyone here, I couldn’t accept the low pay job that I’m at!!!

I had two job offers – one had a higher pay but no future.  The lower pay job I started out at entry level, but I can advance so I took the lower pay job for the experience.  It’s not about the money for me.  It’s if I’m getting the right experiences or not.

If I keep staying at this low pay job, it’s going to take forever getting our $4 million dollar home.

Posted in Blog, Inspirations, Religion

God removes anyone from my life who is no good for me.

I used to feel sorry for this one Internet friend I had.  He has no friends where he lives in Texas and one day he just messaged me out of the blue on Twitter and so I thought I could be like an Internet friend to talk to whenever he needs someone to talk to.  The more he spoke about politics and religion, the more I was annoyed by this person.  I tried to be nice to this person because I know this person has mental health issues.  However, the straw that broke the camel’s back was when he told me that I needed to tone down my views and that I need to stop making enemies.  Who says I was making enemies?  I was weeding out the fake people in my life to see who would stop being my friends over what I believe in.  How dare he questions my beliefs when he openly admits he’s mentally unstable and he knows I’m more stable than he is?

I said, excuse me?  So I can see all day in my feed how he insults my Christianity religion, yet he has a problem with things that I support and I can’t voice my support for things I support but he can say whatever he wants even if it offends me?

He’s now on his Twitter page complaining about he can’t stand people who are really big into politics.  I’m thinking to myself, and I can’t stand people who feel sorry for themselves all day as if they’re the only person in the world with situations.  I’m so glad he eventually stopped being friends with me and I hadn’t spoken to him in a long time.  I lent him some money when he was homeless and he didn’t even pay me back – I was never expecting a broke person to pay me back, anyway.  I just noted how unappreciative he was for my help when he was in a tough situation and he thought he could offend me.

I could not put up with seeing him tweet stuff insulting my religion and Christianity.  I was thinking to myself if he thinks what I believe in is nonsense why did he want to be friends with me?  I’m not going to be friends with someone who insults everything that I believe in!

Sometimes, there’s no point in being nice to these kinds of people and I distance myself from them.  I told him just because God doesn’t exist for Him doesn’t mean He doesn’t exist for me and I said you know why God exists? Because He removes toxic hypocrites like him out of my life and then he unfriended me after I said that.

The nerve.  Why am I not allowed to tweet my views yet this person is allowed to tweet insulting and offensive things about my religion and he thinks I should still be friends with him?  At some point we have to remove people from our lives that are no good for us.  If he wants to wallow in his self pity all day, he can do that on his own time, not mine.  I could be sitting here all day feeling sorry for myself saying I’m in my early 30s, I should be married, why am I not married with a family?  Do I do that?

No, instead I’m spending my time building a relationship with a friend that appreciates me, and hopefully one day we will get there.  Good grief!

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Going to the Gym with a crush.

Going to the gym with someone I am interested in makes it even more fun.

He tells me that I should drink only water and that soda is bad.  He’s like 90 lbs while I’m 145 lbs.  He used to be really chubby, too and he lost a lot of weight.  I told him he can take some of my fat.  I need to be his size and he needs to be my size.

I said to him before when I would go by myself, I’d just stay ten minutes in the hot tub then leave.  It’s great that he is going with me more to the gym.  We stay for at least 30 to 45 minutes on the treadmill.

Sunday Funday:

Gym
Good times.