Posted in Blog, Inspirations, Politics, Religion

Twitter Censorship is out of control.

I don’t know why anyone would want to vote for a side where they suspend your account for simply disagreeing with the head admin’s politics.

I was not insulting anyone on my @theqball4 account on twitter and jack just suspended me for no reason. The worst I called people was a loser and I used sarcasm to answer sarcasm…that didn’t call for a suspension considering Republicans get death threats every day and Twitter Support doesn’t suspend those resist accounts.

Yet, the people called me nasty names are still able to post on Twitter.

The last beef I got into on there was when people said if I don’t support abortion then I should adopt someone’s kid. I told people why is it my or the government’s responsibility to care for someone else’s kid? Shouldn’t that be the parents’ job???

For people who claim to care about kids I don’t see how aborting one’s own offspring or giving your own child away for someone else to adopt is caring.

I also mentioned how atheists want to act holier than thou but I have never heard of any atheist groups helping the homeless the way churches do.

Usually, I get an email to say which post it was that triggered jack and I didn’t receive any email at all.

Jack just flat out suspended my twitter account for no reason whatsoever.

This has to be infringing on my free speech rights and something should be able to be done about it.

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Thinking about what to do about this.

A while back I had lent a then friend some money.  It wasn’t just $5 or $10, it was $150.  I really didn’t want to give that person any money because I knew that person would never pay me back.  I pitied my Internet friend and so I decided to help because Internet Friend was/is also homeless.  I hadn’t spoken to this former friend in a month or two because I was done allowing this individual to say offensive things about my beliefs.  The former friend may not have directly insulted me, but the “friend” was insulting everything I ever believed in so that “friend” may as well have been insulting me directly.

I told that “friend” that God exists because He removes people like that toxic person from my life and hadn’t spoken since.  A while has passed since that incident.  I decided to check out my former friend’s Twitter a day or two ago to see if former friend’s way has changed at all after we stopped being friends.  That person is still the same old self-pitying individual.

Part of me wants to send a message asking about my money.  Another part of me keeps telling myself I should be glad such an ungrateful person like that is no longer in my life.  I don’t need that person’s toxic energy and that I should cut my losses.  It’s the fact that this individual thinks it can pester me for my money and then insult me all in the same breath has me flabbergasted.  

I’m tempted to tag this person so that people know who I am talking about but I’m trying to be mature about it.  And that person’s life is miserable enough.  But does that person have the right to demand me to give some of my hard earned money and then not pay me back just because that person’s life is so miserable?  Does that person have the right to treat me the way that person did?

I could have gone out to eat with that $150 and enjoyed myself.  I didn’t have to lend it to that bastard, especially knowing that person would not pay me back.  It’s not my problem to solve other people’s problems.  I’ve been better about money lately and I’m not going to give it away like that ever again.  This was a while back.

I kept wondering if I was in that same exact situation – homeless, would that same person asking me for money give me $150 if I asked?  I kept wondering that.

Here’s what will happen if I decide to send a message:

1- I’m still not going to get my money back even if I say a few choice words to that person so what’s the point to say anything at all after we have not talked in almost two months?

2- That person still will not find anything wrong with the way it thinks.

So after analyzing this situation, I’m just going to bite my tongue and continue to try to not let it bother me and to focus on the good people in my life.

I pray that some good karma will come my way after this person treated me so horribly and didn’t pay me back.

This is why I haven’t lent people money in a long time.  Only one person has ever attempted to pay me back.  The next time anyone ever asks me for money, I’m going to say no because no one ever really pays me back.  And plus, I have my own bills to pay.


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Cali Rent & Blessings

Today, I hung out with my crush for half a day.

While we’re at the gym on the treadmill, the topic of conversation was these ridiculous $4 million dollar homes in California.

He asked me what would I do: would I get a cheap house out in the middle of nowhere that’s huge but there’s no good places to eat and no places to hang out at or would I get an apartment in the city where there’s lots of restaurants and places to hang out at?

We both agreed – an apartment in the city.

I personally know some people who got a huge house in the middle of nowhere and they have to commute to work an hour and a half to and back every single day.  I said I’m not doing that!

I asked him, how are we ever going to get our $4 million dollar home?  I’m not going to waste $1 million dollars on a crappy shack house, either.  I’d like a nice home after we worked so hard for that money.

I told him the options are:

  • mobile homes
  • Condos
  • Town houses
  • and staying at our parents for now

I’d be content with a Town Home or Condo when we’re ready to get one – I don’t have to get a $4 million dollar house.  He agreed that we’ll probably get a Condo or Town House.

I don’t know what is congress and the senate doing in California, but it doesn’t seem like they’re doing anything to lower the prices here of the homes.  NO ONE I KNOW MAKES A MILLION DOLLARS. EVEN THE PEOPLE I KNOW THAT HAVE THE HIGHEST PAY JOBS DON’T MAKE ONE MILLION DOLLARS IN A YEAR.  They’d solve homelessness if they didn’t make rent so high – seriously!  Someone who makes $15-$20 an hour could get their own apartment with no roommates if they’d just lower the rent.

If I didn’t know anyone here, I couldn’t accept the low pay job that I’m at!!!

I had two job offers – one had a higher pay but no future.  The lower pay job I started out at entry level, but I can advance so I took the lower pay job for the experience.  It’s not about the money for me.  It’s if I’m getting the right experiences or not.

If I keep staying at this low pay job, it’s going to take forever getting our $4 million dollar home.

Posted in Blog, Inspirations, Religion

God removes anyone from my life who is no good for me.

I used to feel sorry for this one Internet friend I had.  He has no friends where he lives in Texas and one day he just messaged me out of the blue on Twitter and so I thought I could be like an Internet friend to talk to whenever he needs someone to talk to.  The more he spoke about politics and religion, the more I was annoyed by this person.  I tried to be nice to this person because I know this person has mental health issues.  However, the straw that broke the camel’s back was when he told me that I needed to tone down my views and that I need to stop making enemies.  Who says I was making enemies?  I was weeding out the fake people in my life to see who would stop being my friends over what I believe in.  How dare he questions my beliefs when he openly admits he’s mentally unstable and he knows I’m more stable than he is?

I said, excuse me?  So I can see all day in my feed how he insults my Christianity religion, yet he has a problem with things that I support and I can’t voice my support for things I support but he can say whatever he wants even if it offends me?

He’s now on his Twitter page complaining about he can’t stand people who are really big into politics.  I’m thinking to myself, and I can’t stand people who feel sorry for themselves all day as if they’re the only person in the world with situations.  I’m so glad he eventually stopped being friends with me and I hadn’t spoken to him in a long time.  I lent him some money when he was homeless and he didn’t even pay me back – I was never expecting a broke person to pay me back, anyway.  I just noted how unappreciative he was for my help when he was in a tough situation and he thought he could offend me.

I could not put up with seeing him tweet stuff insulting my religion and Christianity.  I was thinking to myself if he thinks what I believe in is nonsense why did he want to be friends with me?  I’m not going to be friends with someone who insults everything that I believe in!

Sometimes, there’s no point in being nice to these kinds of people and I distance myself from them.  I told him just because God doesn’t exist for Him doesn’t mean He doesn’t exist for me and I said you know why God exists? Because He removes toxic hypocrites like him out of my life and then he unfriended me after I said that.

The nerve.  Why am I not allowed to tweet my views yet this person is allowed to tweet insulting and offensive things about my religion and he thinks I should still be friends with him?  At some point we have to remove people from our lives that are no good for us.  If he wants to wallow in his self pity all day, he can do that on his own time, not mine.  I could be sitting here all day feeling sorry for myself saying I’m in my early 30s, I should be married, why am I not married with a family?  Do I do that?

No, instead I’m spending my time building a relationship with a friend that appreciates me, and hopefully one day we will get there.  Good grief!

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Everyone is their own worst enemy.

People try to say the president’s the enemy, fake news is the enemy, when in reality people’s minds and imagination are their own worst enemies.  Kanye got it right when he said he doesn’t like being told what to do or what he can and cannot wear.  Exactly.  I don’t side with people who command me to think a certain way as if I can’t think any way else.  No one controls me except for myself.  People can give suggestions and make ads, but at the end of the day I make my own decisions.

It’s amusing to watch half the country go into hysteria over things that aren’t even true.  I’m just sitting back here, eating my popcorn watching the “news” and wondering what will they rage about next.  If only they raged about things where it counted.

Things that I am concerned about:

  • Obama and democrats never kept any of their campaign promises yet it scares me people keep wanting to vote for democrats.
  • Why do democrat officials care more about illegal children and illegal families than the black people that voted them in?  Black people didn’t vote for democrats to take care of illegals and these democrat officials are abusing their power to gather more voters from other countries so they can stay in power.
  • Why aren’t left extremists concerned about the racist comments that Diamond & Silk get for being black conservatives?
  • If democrat officials care more about children so much why are they so mad when people want to out law abortion?  I saw one comment that said all the people who are against abortion should adopt.  I said, excuse me?  It’s not my responsibility to take care of someone else’s kid.  That’s THEIR responsibility, not the government’s.
  • Why can a previous president like Obama sit here and slander our current president?  Most presidents just retire without a peep.  Yet it’s okay for Obama and Hillary to try to undermine our current president.
  • Why aren’t they concerned that people can slander someone for votes?  Many people tell me I’d make a great politician for California and that I’d actually get things done.  I said I refuse to run because I don’t put up with people gossiping about me and lying about me to get people to not vote for me.
  • Why aren’t the left extremists concerned that Dr. Christine Blasey Ford lied about assault allegations?  Those who lie about assault should get the equal punishment as if someone were to be found guilty.  Notice how the “news” doesn’t bring up Dr. Christine Blasey Ford anymore after the democrats failed with Christine to not get Brett Kavanaugh nominated.  That right there should tell people this was all a political hit job when no one seems to be too concerned whether or not she’s going to go further with the investigation.
  • Why weren’t the left extremists concerned about children in cages when Obama put kids in cages in 2014?
  • Why weren’t the left extremists concerned about the land being stolen from the Indians when Obama was president?
  • If black lives matter so much to the left extremists, why won’t they talk about the daily violence that occurs in Chicago where blacks kill each other every single day like it’s nothing?  A good kid in Chicago got murdered on his way to the store by some thugs – and this is no cops involved.
  • Illegals cutting people in line who are waiting ten years to properly become legal citizens.
  • Illegals taking away resources from our homeless children and homeless families who are legal citizens.
  • Democrat officials like Nancy Pelosi and Maxine Waters don’t have any concerns about the people in their own districts who are homeless.
  • 16,000 people in San Francisco logged complaints about poop being in the streets of San Francisco.
  • We can’t post political stickers on our property because certain people will disrespect our property if they see a red hat or red sticker.
  • CNN and pro-democrat networks never get punished for saying offensive things on live TV.  Yet when people took Roseanne’s joke out of context, she lost her whole show.
  • Why are celebrities telling us how to live and who we should vote for when they’re rich billionaires and they have different policies than us?  Why should I take orders from these millionaires and billionaires?
  • Why aren’t some people enraged that democrats like Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama and their people never get locked up and only Republicans ever get arrested?  Why would I want to vote for a side whose people can get away with a crime if they know the right people?  One rule for all – period.  The day Hillary Clinton gets locked up for murdering Anthony Bourdain, Kate Spade, Seth Rich and countless others will be a great day when justice is finally served.  She’s getting away with all these murders and making it look like they were suicides.  And yet all people care about is that she is a woman and they want a first woman president.  They don’t care what kind of woman she is.

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